Here’s a new piece I worked on during quarantine this year in which I attend a Space X rocket launch from the shores of my native Florida, consider Florida’s legacy of colonization, and daydream of transgender utopia.
AquaShade tour tape out now!
AquaShade in Paradise (cassette w/ 8 tracks, 32 minutes, $7!) came out just in time for our East Coast tour this November. Recorded new and improv’d live at West Family, NY in July and October of this year.
Cover art by Alicia McCarthy.
You can order the tape or download digital from our bandcamp page.
Tapes come with digital downloads.
Or better yet go buy it at one of these rad stores and support DIY spaces!
VIDEO EYE (Punk Alley, Brooklyn, NY)
THRILLHOUSE RECORDS (San Francisco)
ECONO JAM RECORDS (Oakland, CA)
PERMANENT RECORDS (LA)
SWEAT RECORDS (MIAMI)
ANALOG UNDERGROUND (Providence)
NORMAL’S BOOKS (Baltimore)
BRIC A BRAC (Chicago)
photo by Alice Bag
NEW BIKINI KILL TOUR DATES 2020!
Bikini Kill will hit the road for some more sustained touring this coming year. Here are the first dates that have been announced. Do I know anyone in Oslo?!? Hope to see you all on the road!
03-13 Olympia, WA - Capitol Theater
03-14 Olympia, WA - Capitol Theater
03-16 Seattle, WA - Paramount Theatre
03-17 Seattle, WA - Paramount Theatre
03-19 Victoria, British Columbia - Distrikt !
03-22 Portland, OR - Crystal Ballroom
03-23 Portland, OR - Crystal Ballroom ^
05-12 Silver Spring, MD - The Fillmore Silver Spring
05-13 Philadelphia, PA - Franklin Music Hall
05-14 Boston, MA - Boch Center Wang Theatre
05-16 Burlington, VT - Higher Ground
05-18 Montreal, Quebec - M Telus
05-19 Toronto, Ontario - Danforth Music Hall
05-20 Toronto, Ontario - Danforth Music Hall
05-22 Cleveland, OH - Agora Theatre
05-23 Royal Oak, MI - Royal Oak Music Theatre
05-24 Milwaukee, WI - Riverside Theater
08-07 Katowice, Poland - OFF FESTIVAL
08-12 Oslo, Norway - Øya Festival
08-13 Goethenberg, Sweden WAY OUT WEST FESTI
& with Table Sugar
^ with Lithics
! with Mecca Normal
AQUASHADE TOUR DATES FOR WINTER 2019
AquaShade is getting ready to hit the road for some dates up and down the East Coast this winter. We will have our new tape, AquaShade In Paradise, and mmmmmaybe the new issue of SCAM with us! Would love to see you at one of these shows!
FRI NOV 8 GREENFIELD, MA @ Hawks and Read Performing Arts Center
(w/ Crickets, Feminine Aggression, Dump Him and more!)
SAT NOV 9 BRATTLEBORO, VT @ The Stone Church w/ ARC IRIS, I LOVE YOU
MON NOV 11 BALTIMORE, MD @ Normal’s Books and Records w/ PERIOD BOMB, TULIP, GENEVIEVE, more
TUE NOV 12 WASHINGTON, DC @ SongByrd w/ DOWNTOWN BOYS, CLEAR CHANNEL
WED NOV 13 PHILADELPHIA, PA @ Plantasia w/ UNCLAIMED DIAMONDS, HERMIT HIGH PRIESTESS
THU NOV 14 TOM’S RIVER, NJ @ The Clubhouse w/ TEENAGE HALLOWEEEN, SPOWDER, more
FRI NOV 15 BROOKLYN, NY @ Bohemian Grove w/ SISTER ANNE, PERIOD BOMB, SAPPHOGEIST
SAT NOV 16 PROVIDENCE, RI @ Warmer Warmer w/ NOVENA, PAIN CHAIN, DROOLY
SUN NOV 17 BOSTON, MA @ Townsend House w/ SECRET MIRACLE, PREGNANCY MASK, SQUITCH
DEC 6 BROOKLYN, NY @ Windjammer w/PRIVACY ISSUES, THE GOODBYE PARTY
SCAM returns to Miami (and SOBBETH makes our debut) with three events in October!
As many of you know, Midnight Piper Forman and myself have been traveling around the backroads and abandoned ruins of Florida, shooting footage for a film, and researching for a novel off and on for the past three years. This month we formalize our collectivity officially, by announcing we will from here on out make art/writing/music together under the shared name, SOBBETH. We celebrate with a return to my hometown, The Magic City, Miami where a work in progress treatment of our film and texts debuts at North Miami MOCA on October 18. AquaShade will also appear in Miami on October 19th at Sweat Records (with AXETONE and WOMANMAY) and I will be appearing with the rad kids from Dale Zine at a Q and A put on by the Miami Dade Public Library and the Vasari Project on October 21 at 5pm. Stay tuned and check my upcoming events lists for further details!
AquaShade "LIVE AT WEST FAMILY I AND II" recordings now up online
My new two-piece improv Free Hardcore band, AquaShade, has been playing quite a bit this summer. The band features Evan Thaler-Null (ex-Uncle Happiness) on drums and myself on guitar. In preparation for our upcoming November tour of the NorthEast, we are working on releasing a demo tape. In the meantime, you can check out on band camp some recordings of our live shows on Mt. Lebanon this summer. We are an improv band, of course, but these sessions give you a sense of “what we sound like”, I suppose.
above art by Zeph Fishlyn
INTERVIEW WITH COMMUNITY CASH (from SCAM #11, out December, 2019)
How do we plan to take care of each other? This is the burning question that I’ve been trying to get people together to discuss these past few years. In the face of capitalism-induced precarity, Community Cash proposes at least one possible answer. Community Cash, a mutual aid project launched last year in San Francisco, is a web platform where subscribers can sign up to donate a mere dollar a day to a general fund. The funds are then redistributed monthly to specific people currently in need within their community. While the project’s simple proposal appears at first to be quite modest, the implications are profound. At a time when many of us are greatly feeling the strain of austerity measures and budget cuts, the project helps demonstrate that the real problem is not so much scarcity of resources as their distribution. The results are both literal and prefigurative: less than a year after its inception, the project currently provides material resources right now to people suffering health and housing crises under capitalism-induced precarity. Yet, the project also offers a speculative model for autonomously organized community care in the future. For the upcoming issue of SCAM (due out in June) I spoke to one of the project’s founders, Anandi Worden, about the project and how it gestures towards the possibility of a universal basic income provided for us not by the government but by one another.
(You can go directly to the Community Cash website to sign up here)
SCAM: What is Community Cash and how does it work?
ANANDI WONDER:Community Cash is a mutual aid project that aims to provides a stable amount of income to people in our community who are in precarious situations. Donors contribute only a dollar a day into the fund. The idea is that the contribution amount is low enough so that even poor folks can contribute without it being a strain. With two hundred people subscribed at $30 a month we can provide an income of $1000 a month to six people.The goal is to intervene to provide care and help before medical or other emergency situations become a crisis and to help prevent these situations by providing enough stability to prevent these crisis from happening at all. Community Cash aims to move care away from emergency fundraisers that put strain on community members' finances and to make the lives of our sick and otherwise vulnerable friends better by giving them space to do more than simply struggle to survive.
SCAM: What was your inspiration for starting this? What is the philosophy behind it?
AW:My inspiration for this project was 100% desperation. Over the last few years I've watched the worst case scenario play out over and over. People I know and love have died, have received fatal diagnoses as a result of inadequate health care, have lost their homes and been unable to find new places to settle. I’ve felt powerless in the face of seeing so many people around me suffering in precarious situations and I fear what is going to happen to the people I love. I was talking to a friend about a number of people -- good friends of many years, all active and important community members -- who we could see clearly were the next high risk people. We talked about the need to do something to take care of them—just our basic desire to be able to take care of our own and to offer some kind of support to prevent the worst crisis.
But how? I don't have enough money to fix anyone's problems singlehandedly. I mean, I can contribute $20 to a gofundme when things get really bad, sure. But my idea is to spread that out and make the small amounts of money go further. Instead of giving someone $30 -- which is useful for like a day -- I give $30 to the project. If a whole community of people donates a small amount, it makes this huge difference.
SCAM: How do you decide who will get the funds? Has that worked so far?
AW:When this began, I was worried about specific friends of mine who needed to stay housed and needed medical care, so there wasn't a process of choosing people so much as I made the project around them. That said, as soon as I started wondering if this could really happen I realized it was really important for it not to be another way to just move money around within white communities. So I made it a priority to add some more POC people in need of help from my immediate community to make sure there was a balance that felt okay. The model is based on the traditional mutual aid lodge models of African American and Caribbean communities so I definitely don't want to just steal that model and use it to only give money to white people. Ideally this project is also a way for white folks to give support in an easy way to black and other POC folks.
The initial six people were simply my friends and close friends of friends who had the most immediate need. But ideally I would love to expand the project to serve more people. The priority will always be to select people who are women or queers. It's going to be a lot of people who are dealing with chronic health problems, because this is what's happening to these overworked, overstressed, undersupported populations. These are the folks who are pushing our communities and driving so much of the emotional and logistical labor of the things we all love and benefit from but who aren't being taken care of in return, and I want to change that.
SCAM: How do you handle issues of transparency with the money so that donors feel certain it is going where it is supposed to go? My sense is that part of the point is anonymity for the beneficiaries to remove the strain or stigma of having to publicly ask for help and sell themselves for it. But then the donors have to take your word for it that the money is going to the right place...
AW:If we have a weak link this is it, because I haven't figured out a way that doesn't involve some trust. I post screenshots showing the Paypal balance and the money going out with the names of recipients blacked out. But, of course nothing online is certain. Anything could befake, right? But, at heart this project is a way of modeling the world we want to live in – a kind of “fake it ‘til you make it.” All I can do is ask that we include this trust in that vision of a future world. That said, my name is on it and you can find me easily. This community is all I have and it has literally saved my life in the past by coming out for me and helping me out when I needed it. I'd be a fool to jeopardize all that and I won’t.
SCAM: Sure, it can be hard to trust online anything right now. But I also think the anonymity of who gets the money is actually one of the best features of this. It’s so heartbreaking to see people who are really hurting always have to figure out how to sell themselves in gofundme campaigns, too, just to survive. Or manage these campaigns while they are also dealing with their crisis health situation. I love how this gently redistributes the effort of getting the money for people in need and shields those in a financial emergency from having to be so public and vulnerable about it online.
AW:Yeah, I think it's so important to do it this way. Part of the goal is to actually allow people the privacy and dignity of not having subscribers side-eye what they spend their money on. To never, ever, have anyone be like, "Oh, are you eating out?You know, I paid for that soup." This way, the recipients can just live normal lives. But no one's going on fancy vacations here. People are actually just surviving.
SCAM: How has it been working since you launched? How many folks signed up to donate and how many are getting helped?
AW:Around sixty-five people are currently signed up and we currently have five people getting over $400 each a month. We've distributed over $14,000 since starting it with just the subscriptions! The recipients are not achieving independence as a result of it yet but it has helped them stabilize even at the lower than target amount, allowing them to do things like finally get glasses, take time to recover from medical procedures, or just pay rent. Unfortunately, I hit some delays in launching it and ended up getting it out there less than a week before going in for my own surgery. The surgery then had complications which completely took me out of commission for nearly six months, so I didn't get to launch it and get traction quite the way I wanted to. Now that I’m doing better, my plan for the next few months is to get the number of donors up to our target of two hundred donors total ($1000 a month for the recipients). At any number over that we can start adding more people to be helped.
SCAM: Do you have advice for others who might be looking to start up something based on your model?
AW:Yes! One of my big goals for this project is to encourage people to copy it. I'd like to see dozens of these spring up. We don’t need to operate from a position of scarcity. There are more than two hundred people out there who can contribute to something like this; there are likely thousands. I intend to add a “How To Start Your Own” page to the website, but honestly, it's not complicated. I sure don't have any special skills. My main advice would be to be very thoughtful about where the money was coming from and going to and make sure it's going in the right direction. By which I mean, pick the recipients with care and thought towards intersectionality.
SCAM: I am curious about how you deal with the issues of moving money around and taxes if the transactions are all above ground and tracked via computer and you are not a tax exempt charity. It would seem that the tax laws are in many ways set up against this kind of community mutual aid.
AW:Yeah, it's not ideal. Because this is the first year we didn't pull in enough money to be taxed but next year it's just going to have to come out of the money that goes to the recipients. So that sucks. But on balance I feel it's worth it.
SCAM: Based on our shared experience of working together and apart on various mutual aid projects for years, it occurs to me that there is a kind of evolution in your political ideals happening here. You and I have traditionally been involved in projects like Food Not Bombs and similar models of the Digger ideal of Free that are predicated in some way on the idea that money itself is unnecessary, an abstraction, and that we can simply redistribute food and necessary items in other ways to demonstrate that. It’s interesting to me to see you move into creating a model based on redistributing literal money.
AW:I got sick. I mean, that's the answer, that's it. Those models are beautiful and inspiring but unfortunately it turns out they're almost always inherently ableist and inaccessible to sick people. Nothing is actually free -- it's just a question of whether you pay for it with money or with energy and time. When you're poor you pay with your time: the time spent waiting in lines for the cheap or free thing or cooking instead of eating out, let alone dumpstering instead of going to the store. But when you don't have the ability to do those things, you need money to survive -- unless you have someone taking care of you and dumpstering that food for you and cooking it for you. And even in that case, that sucks. It means you're dependent on someone else for everything. Sick people need money to live with dignity.
Also, ten years ago, I might not have paid attention to this kind of project because it wasn't helping everyone at once, but my perspective on that has changed a lot, too. I've come to see the value of helping people one at a time too, and the ways that can ripple out. I have been going through a weird time personally with regard to politics and organizing for a while now. I had to make a choice to take care of myself and be healthy and to completely step away from larger scale organizing, but I have a lot of guilt about that. What's ended up feeling okay for me is to focus on very small scale things that I feel like I can do for individual people. We need both obviously, and I'm so glad people are on the front lines and getting stuff done in huge ways, but I think this has value too, even if it never does more than help these few people. But the thing is, I think this project CAN be a big thing. It's a model of a universal income project. If we can get this starter version with these six people going and make it stable, people can replicate it and it can spread out as an example of how we can take care of each other without reliance on the government. And we have never needed to get that sorted out more than we do right now. It's all very well to be anti-government but sick people and disabled people are currently 100% reliant on the state to survive, because our communities are not filling that gap. I think that if this project grows it can spit in the face of scarcity mentality, it can show that we, collectively, have enough, but it's just a matter of distributing it efficiently.
SCAM:Is it helpful for anyone reading this in SCAM to start giving to your fund? Only if they identify as within your community? Or is it better if they start their own thing? etc. People reading this might just want to go directly to the link after and sign up. Is that good for you?
AW:YES!!!!! My single goal for all this is for everyone who reads thisto sign up! Community Cash is priced with the intention that even people with less privilege can afford to give without overtaxing their budget or compromising taking care of themselves. But hopefully people who aren't poor will also give to the project and take some of the burden off the communities who are struggling. I would love to see people signing up their middle class parents, their coworkers, and those people who can afford this without a second thought. Because what happens is that support often falls to the people closest to whoever is effected -- and the people closest to poor people are, let's be honest, usually other poor people. So people who can barely pay their own bills are often scrambling to lend rent to their friends who are facing eviction because they're too sick to work, or bringing over groceries they can't even really afford. This is a way to spread that care more evenly.
SIGN UP TO COMMUNITY CASH HERE!
"CENTER OF THE MILE" ACOUSTIC LP by IVY and ERICA DAWN OUT NOW!!!
CENTER OF THE MILE is finally out!
Last December, Ivy and I recorded 18 acoustic songs for a release that is to benefit a scholarship for transgender students in the public health program at UC Berkeley and UCSF. The album is the first document we’ve ever attempted of our occasional live acoustic formation and includes one new song as well as acoustic versions of songs by all of our bands together (Black Rainbow, Allergic To Bullshit, Miami, Los Canadians) and covers of old favorites by Dead Moon, Nip Drivers, The Plugz, Bobby “Blue” Bland, and Yogurt. This recording is to be released as a limited edition cassette with an accompanying magazine of lyrics and later in the year on Dead Broke Records. But in the meantime, ALL OF THE PROCEEDS from the online sales of this album will go to the Emma Deboncoeur Scholarship Fund, named in honor of our dearly beloved late friend, Emma. The scholarship will help support trans students who are furthering Emma’s research and activism in the field of transgender public health.
Click here if you want to check it out! The record is $10 and includes an option to donate more if you feel like it. Thanks to Bandcamp for generously lowering the amount of fees they collect from each sale.
IVY AND ERICA BENEFIT RECORDING FOR EMMA DEBONCOEUR TRANS HEALTH SCHOLARSHIP FUND
Flyer from last year’s benefit for Trans Lifeline Project with art by Cristy Road
Ivy and I recorded 18 songs in late December with Jesse Carlo Parsons. at Church Street Studios in San Francisco. When we are done with mixing and mastering, the recording will be released via Bandcamp as a fundraiser to benefit the Emma Deboncoeur Trans Health Scholarship Fund. The scholarship is named in honor of our beloved friend, the late trans badass, Emma, who passed away in spring 2018. The scholarship will provide financial assistance for UCSF and UC Berkeley students who share Emma’s commitment to improving the health and well-being of trans and gender non-conforming people, with preference given to students of trans experience, particularly those of color. Each year, the scholarship will support one student on each campus who is working on transgender health and wellness or other transgender-related areas in research or community work. This scholarship will help to ensure that Emma’s legacy in health equity and trans health will continue at UCSF and UC Berkeley for years to come.
You can check out a preview of the recording below, our acoustic rendering of our old Allergic To Bullshit song, This Train I Ride.
Out now! "SWADDLED WITH EASE"
The first release from Bermuda Triangle Press… In August 2018 I helped organize a Full Moon party in the Hudson Valley on old Shaker land . So many queer poet babes from the city came up to read and it was so fun that we decided to make a book out of it. 68 half-size pages, featuring Lara Lorenzo, J Rider Alsop, Sara Jane Stoner, Cat Tyc, Sarah Steadman, Elise Duryee-Browner, Emma Parrish Post, Jasmine Dreame-Wagner, Tyler Morse, Jacqui Cornetta, Kira Josefsson, Katie Fowley, Suzanne Goldenberg, Tennessee Jones, Alec Dolan, and Ivy Jeanne. Cover art by Midnight Piper Forman.
Now available in NYC at Topos, Codex, and Better Read Than Dead books. Any proceeds go to benefit The Bermuda Triangle, a Brigadoon-like queer/trans speakeasy that appears and reappears throughout Brooklyn.
FIRST EDITION OF 100 OUT OF PRINT.
CHECK THIS SITE FOR REPRINT INFO AND MAIL ORDER AVAILABILITY LATER IN 2019!